I'm tired of feeling so crappy all the time, so I'm doing something about it. Yesterday I applied for 2 jobs & have an application to fill out for a 3rd! Hopefully one of them will come through. They are all retail jobs, but at least it's money coming in.
Today I made myself get up earlier than normal & got my workouts done. Cardio & lift today!! Then I actually took a shower did my hair & put makeup on. Haven't done that in a while. I normally just take my shower & let my hair air dry. I don't go anywhere so why bother? I haven't been going out anywhere at all. I'm kind of isolating myself in the house with Rod & Jax. I don't want to waste the gas to go anywhere, so I don't go. It's not healthy.
Today Jax, Livvi & I went to the library. We had fun picking new books out to read & Jax picked a movie too. Then I found a McDonald's gift card that had money on it! So we stopped & had lunch & they had a play place so the kids played too. It felt so good to be out. I feel hopeful again.
Jax is laying on the chair watching his new movie right now, he just told me he loves me & thanks for the movie He's adorable. Ty is getting ready to go camping for scouts, Livvi is excited for a Ty free weekend! I'm gonna get some laundry done & snuggle a bit with Jaxie.
It's been a better day