Monday, February 28, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
The Barbie Experience
Sunday, February 20, 2011
It's All Good
I'm feeling kinda good these days! Although my job is not the best ever, I am very grateful to have it. I'm happy about being able to make some money for the family & not have to stress so much! My schedule this week is M-W-F nights and Sat day. I'm loving it! I love having a day off in between work days! The weather has been much better too. Jax & I have been able to get out to play & go for walks. So much better than being stuck inside.
I think I just might be happy today
I think I just might be happy today
Friday, February 18, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Some Good News
I finally did it. I got a job. Not a job I like or truthfully one I really want, but we need the money so I'm happy about it. I start Monday.
Things have been declining rapidly. It's been almost a year & it's really getting to me. I took today to feel really, really sorry for myself. I'll pick myself up & dust myself off tomorrow. I think having this job and a purpose will really improve my mood. Break out of my rut, oh I mean routine! And I don't feel like I'm leaving Jax which is important to me, not that I feel like a great mum these days, but again, hoping to improve that. Hoping to improve on that with all 3 kids. I need to be a positive person around them. I need to make sure they don't know how really bad it is. Knowing a little is fine, but knowing we are struggling to buy food is another.
I pray every day, every night that we find a way out of this mess we are in. I feel like screaming...I GOT IT!!! I LEARNED MY LESSON!!!! GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE & I WILL DO BETTER!!! I don't think it works that way though
Things have been declining rapidly. It's been almost a year & it's really getting to me. I took today to feel really, really sorry for myself. I'll pick myself up & dust myself off tomorrow. I think having this job and a purpose will really improve my mood. Break out of my rut, oh I mean routine! And I don't feel like I'm leaving Jax which is important to me, not that I feel like a great mum these days, but again, hoping to improve that. Hoping to improve on that with all 3 kids. I need to be a positive person around them. I need to make sure they don't know how really bad it is. Knowing a little is fine, but knowing we are struggling to buy food is another.
I pray every day, every night that we find a way out of this mess we are in. I feel like screaming...I GOT IT!!! I LEARNED MY LESSON!!!! GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE & I WILL DO BETTER!!! I don't think it works that way though
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